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Introduction

First of all, my names Brittney but people call me Sin. If you knew me, you would too think I'm mean and heartless. I live in America and I’m also a poet and that is what I'll be posting for the most part. Even though my name is Sin, I will be not putting my name anymore but instead, I will be putting [-The Voice of Much Madness]. If you would like to know why keep reading. Now, I won’t say my whole story but I will say this, for over a year now depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts have been taking over my brain. Know, I don’t want any of you to be thinking ‘stay strong’ or any of that shit; I AM okay. I have been told it all and I’m looking for any of that thank you. Now, I am starting this blog to talk about Mental Health but to also talk about things I feel strongly about. Why you may ask? I want to be heard! I want to let people know how I feel! I want to tell people its okay to tell how you feel. Some of my posts might be tips on depression/ anxiety while
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The Noise

Christmas is all about the snow, love and celebration. It is set in the month of December which has 31 days of dust and dawn. The sun never fails to rise and made the snow glimmer and shine The sun never fails to set either, but this makes the snow glow as it seems. At night, the noise fades and the air becomes still, you can even hear yourself think for once. However, There are some who never stooping hearing the noise but its not the same noise. This noise comes from the mind and memories. Some scream in pain and others cry a river and some even make us bleed till no end. The noise stays and some days, gets worse and worse until you reach a breaking point and make the blood fall. This, stops the noise just long enough to let you breath and relax but there is a catch like everything in life. The catch? More noise coming from just more memories as this made new ones. Ne matter the snow or cold, the noise stays no matter how much the world relaxes There will always be a
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I am not strong

Yes, I can beat you in arm wresting and I can pick you up but I am not strong I break with each step I take, trying to go further.  I shake feeling as if the ground is breaking right under me I cry as if there is no tomorrow I scream like I'm being killed in the worse way Yet, these mean nothing to you  Why? Because, I force myself to be strong with you. I must make myself strong for you because you need me, you all need me.  That is how it has always been, me forcing myself to be strong and you never seeing how weak I am I plan to keep it this way
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Disappear

I wish to be no more but not dead. I wish to stop moving but keep breathing. I can't explain what I mean nor can I show you but maybe I can write it out so here is my explanation: Nothing disappear into thin air no matter how much they/it tries and I know this. When I say I want to die, I say this because there is nothing else close to what I want. For this is what I want, I want to be no more but not forever. I want to be no more for a short while just to escape my own mind and body. I wish to disappear but to come back.  No matter how much I wish and pray, there is so way to disappear. There is only the inside and outside of the box, no third side.  I just want to be nothing, why can't I be nothing?!  Oh right, because there is no 'nothing' in this life. There is only life and death  Next time you ask " Do you want to die ?"  My answer will be yes because there is no other form of nothing
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