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The Noise

Christmas is all about the snow, love and celebration. It is set in the month of December which has 31 days of dust and dawn.

The sun never fails to rise and made the snow glimmer and shine

The sun never fails to set either, but this makes the snow glow as it seems. At night, the noise fades and the air becomes still, you can even hear yourself think for once.

However,

There are some who never stooping hearing the noise but its not the same noise. This noise comes from the mind and memories. Some scream in pain and others cry a river and some even make us bleed till no end.

The noise stays and some days, gets worse and worse until you reach a breaking point and make the blood fall. This, stops the noise just long enough to let you breath and relax but there is a catch like everything in life. The catch?

More noise coming from just more memories as this made new ones.

Ne matter the snow or cold, the noise stays no matter how much the world relaxes

There will always be a world full of noise in our minds

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